John's Submission #3

It appears I wasn't thinking when I wrote my last post. I spoke of Claire "snooping" on my computer when she found out. It was not my place to say this and I should have known better. Also, I am supposed to refer to Claire as Mistress or Mistress Claire (not just Claire). I have paid for these infractions with the last 15 minutes of my day.
After posting my last blog post, I got a text from Mistress Claire saying to go to her apartment immediately (yes we live in seperate apartments, both alone). I didn't think much of it because she often demands me to go to her place. Especially lately. Anyway, she had read the post and was rightfully upset by me accusing her of "snooping." It was my fault for searching for that stuff.
I know this is my first post about same-day events and you would probably like a little bit more background and details about our relationship. But under the circumstances, Mistress has asked me to blog immedaitely about tonight's punishment.
I walked into her apartment and she was sitting on her couch watching TV. She immediately got up and walked back to her bedroom, demanding me to follow. I did as I was told, knowing something was going to happen. In her room, she had 3 pillows stacked in the middle of the bed as she often does and she ordered me to take my caning position (I'll go in to more detail about my different positions in another post. Basically, my caning position involves complete nudity and bending over pillows on her bed.).
At this point, it's been over a month since I've been allowed to orgasm with no hope of another one in sight at the moment. So, obviously, I get very turned no when she punishes me. But being turned on doesn't stop it from being insanely painful. She tied me to the bed with the Underbed Restraints she had me buy. They are velcro restraints that come from both ends of the bed. They are impossible to get out of when all limbs are restrained. So each limb was restrained as I bent naked over the 3 pillows, with my ass sticking way up in the air, my penis hardening and straining to be free of it's cage, and my head pushed sideways into the bed.
I don't get much of a view in this position, especially blindfolded. But she didn't blindfold me tonight. She did however, shove her knew penis gag in my mouth. She shoved it back and forth in my mouth causing me to gag a little and drool a bit. Finally she fastened the gag around my head so it was secure in my mouth and all I could do was moan.
She then explained how I messed up talking about her snooping and not referring to her as Mistress. She would be administering 20 strokes from the cane. I hate the cane. It is some random long piece of wood that stings like a bitch and leaves painful welts for days. I've only gotten it 3 times before and 20 is the most I've received at one time. By the 20th, I usually want to cry. This time was no different.
I screamed through my gag with every strong stroke. As she caned me, she asked me questions in her calm voice. Most were along the lines of "do you know why you're being punished?" and "do you realize this only makes it longer until you orgasm again?". I always must respond when she asks me questions during punishments. Even if it's just a mumble through the gag... If I don't then she makes the punishment worse.
After she was done, she comforted me a little by rubbing some cool lotion on my ass while whispering in my ear how determined she was to make me a good slave. Then she untied me and ordered me to go home immediately and write this post.